Could this be the beginning of a new chapter?

Trusted friends abandon me and new people come in, my close friend getting a boyfriend after just weeks of knowing him, and summer is almost coming to an end… I’m scared of life for once and deep inside, I’m in pain.

But all I know for sure: I will never be the same as I was once anymore. Nevertheless, I have to keep moving on… no matter how much I hate living. Maybe things will get better. Maybe not. I just hope that I’ll survive.

Thoughts good luck aimia gotta stay positive :)

"She was my dream. She made me who I am, and holding her in my arms was more natural to me than my own heartbeat. I think about her all the time. Even now, when I’m sitting here, I think about her. There could never have been another."
- Nicholas SparksThe Notebook (via soulsscrawl)

(Source: feellng, via one-step-at-a-time-x)